Summarize the problem:
In my own words. My aunt invited me to a reunion so I can look at how it is to be a Jehovah's Witnesses and then "maybe" join them. The problem is, I'm starting searching of what I can expect and I only find bad experiences. Is anything good if I ended up joining them? I see a lot of "limitations". I'm running out of options, and to be honest, Faith is the last thing I have, even born as a Catholic.
I'm having the worst year of my life. I had a lot of relationship problems, friendships who seems to go well, then dating then rejected multiple times when trying to formalize the relationship causing that I end up alone without friends. Recently that caused on me a strong depression (10 years long) that could only be "minimized" (but not cured) by getting on a "Institute of Mental Health". I recently go out and my mind is starting to deteriorate again. She knows about that and she invited me to join them.